Friday, September 10, 2010

Can you hear me?

BACK FROM CAMP! Good to be home. It feels like a was away for so much longer than a week. Mountain biking was quite tiring and pretty annoying but I kinda enjoyed it as well. Skiing was freakin' awesome, though our snowball fight was pretty fail and it started raining near the end which sucked. There was lots of food and I got either got fatter or put on some muscle. I'm thinking the former :S. Potholing (going into caves) was way worse than I hoped unfortunately. Some of the guys really got on my nerves but we generally got along.
I didn't have my phone, iPod or any internet for the five days, but I didn't mind.
I left with a metaphorical bad taste in my mouth cuz of some stuff on the last day but ah well.

Ahhhhhhh Vermilion just started playing on my iPod.

I really need to get over you three.
I really need to stop being such an egotist.
I'm selfish because I always want what's best for me and I never do anything unless I get something out of it or I'm bullied into it. It's worse because I need other people to stay happy. But I guess I just end up using people. Don't come near me. Run.

A clever man is someone who learns from his mistakes. A wise man learns from a clever man's mistakes. A fool learns nothing at all. - Unknown (I made it up).

To E.
I don't know if I loved you. But I had fun. I hope you did too. I'm not sad though. Moving on was almost too easy.

To Hime.
Come on, you can get this can't you? I need to forget about you. Don't forget me or who you are. Can we be friends?

To anyone reading this. Especially me.
Somewhere, there is someone who will love you for who you are. If you've found them, I wish you the best of times. And thanks for listening.

To two guys in my class.
Please go and die. I fucking hate you both.

To Clarky and Jules and Curious and R and Navers and the guys who'd hurt me if they knew I had a blog and forgot to thank them.

I'm going to move on now.


Right. Good night!


Erimentha said...

:) this was such a good post jokerman! i feel like i know you so well because of your blog and you're obviously such a good guy!

Smileyfreak said...

Love is a confusing yoke. I think that you never know you're in it until you're not in it any more.


Lilah said...

i agree with smileyfreak (because i couldn't think of something that wise/clever to say)
speaking of wise/clever things the "unknown" quote is really cool, very true.
i really enjoyd this post, hope you start feeling better and you get what you want.
with love,