Thursday, December 31, 2009

I'd like to make myself believe, That planet Earth turns slowly.

I'm now obsessed with the Owl City song Fireflies. Which is frustrating, because it's not too commonly on the radio and my laptop won't download it for me. I'm right now in Wonthaggi, about 10 k's from inverloch, where I'm camping. I fill my time by reading The Bourne Trilogy, listening to the radio, bodysurfing, daydreaming and staring at the ceiling (and sometimes listening to music). More music is discovered/remembered. 'Never Gonna Be Alone" by Nickelback, "Watcha Say" by Jason Derulo (sadly catchy) and "Learn To Fly" by Foo Fighters.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Holidays holiday

I'm up in inverloch w/ sun surf and such stuff. I'm on a shared computer, with funny people looking over my shoulder waiting for a computer so only a quick post. :(
Hmm. Merry Christmas, Happy New blah blah. Hope you're enjoying the holidays.
I've fouind two good new songs. You've probably heard them if you listen to the radio - Fireflies by Owl City and Muse's new song Undisclosed Desires. Also I heard one a couple of days ago that was good. Pornstar by Amy Meredith :P. I swear its not..that..bad.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Here There Be Demons

It's 1 am but I think the date display thingy isn't working. I'm sitting in my study, on my laptop, hoping my mum doesn't hear/come looking for me. I don't think she will but I'm worried about when I go to bed. Meh.
I only realised a litle while ago, but Christmas is this Friday!! I still have to get one more present, but I don't know where I'm going to find it. Meh again.

While schoolboys fight,
The world turns.
In searing light,
The world burns.

Have you ever watched the politicians arguing about something in Parliament, in between the fancy speeches? They honestly remind me of a pack of ten year olds arguing over who has the biggest toy car. Lots of petty insults and shouting. And these are the people who run our country? No wonder we're going to hell.

Blind faith ain't no good thing.
Really? Shit.
Blind obedience ain't no good thing.
Really? Fuck.
Blind love ain't no goo-
Alright now you're just pissing me off. Go away.

Be wary of Desire
Lest she burn your soul
in fire.

Sunday, December 20, 2009


I kept meaning to write a post but I never got around to it. You know, like every other day. So what have I done? well let's see. Today I had a Christmas lunch with my family so that my Nan could get her presents and we could get ours from her.I saw the Christmas special of Spicks and Specks which was very good because I knew the answers for once. I've read a bunch of manga, too boring to list. I saw Mad Max a day or two ago. It was very good and I don't know why my parents said it was scary. Umm... I've played more Dragonica. Oh! I went to Northland and organised to get sports contacts. I could even end up getting proper ones but I don't think I will unless someone thinks its a good idea-I'm used to my glasses. For the last 2 nights and tonight I've stayed up past 1ish reading on my laptop cause I couldn't be bothered going to bed. As a consequence I've gotten up very late the last two mornings.

Sunday 20th of December
Royalty causes riots
There was rioting in the streets today as thousands descended on the Preston/Reservoir area to welcome home the local princess from her diplomatic visit to Vanuatu. Her Highness could be seen waving and smiling from her car before heading inside to no doubt shake off jetlag and organise her home affairs.

:P. Welcome home.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


Hey look! Already over halfway!
Yesterday morning at 130 I finished watching Blood: The Last Vampire and went to bed. Yesterday I played video games. Yesterday I didn't do anything important.
Today I woke at 9. Today I played games. Today I listened to Meet Me On The Equinox by Death Cab For Cutie.
Tomorrow. Who know?

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at its highest peak
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Oh darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window
An opened tomb
The sun crawls
Across your bedroom
A halo
A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Oh darling understand

That everything, everything ends

Such a sad song. I am content. But not forever.

P.S. Yes, I like being cryptic and annoying. Who doesn't?

Monday, December 14, 2009


I didn't post on the weekend. So sue me :P.
I had a pretty good weekend. On Saturday we played basketball and lost miserably:(. I'm over it. After basketball I went to my grandma's house and had a nice dinner with delicious chicken. We watched a tape of Les Miserables which I quite liked then went home. I stayed up until about 1.30 playing Dragonica :P.
Yesterday morning I (somewhat understandably) slept in to 12 30. When I got up I had breakfast and went Christmas shopping. I now have two new shirts (because I really need more not), a new pair of earphones because someone didn't give them back and a new CD because one of my greatest skills is buying myself Christmas presents instead of other people.
Afterwards I came home for about an hour and a half before leaving to pick up my mum from the airport. (she's back from Sydney after a wedding). Then it was back home to empty my kitchen cupboards so the builders can come and them off the walls and put in new ones.
After that, the computer and bed at 11.
Today, nothing much, just sitting on the computer and listening ot my new CD! Its called Indestructible by Disturbed. 'Tis tres good. How do you put a line through words in a post?

She used to look good to me but now I find her,
Simply irresistible.

I'm back in the sunshine,
and don't it feel good.

I'm listening to:
Forgot About Dre (Ft. Eminem) by Dr. Dre (Rap)
Simply Irresistible by Robert Palmer (Rock/Pop)
We Share The Same Space by Dean Geyer (Light Rock)
I Want You by Savage Garden (Rock/Techno)
Sweet December by Short Stack (Rock)
Everything on Indestructible.

I dreamt you were almost convinced.

Friday, December 11, 2009


I had a pretty good day. Didn't go out but a friend slept over last night so I'm not feeling too bad. Spent most of my time on the computer or Xbox though. :(
Oh well.

We share the same space,
We are the same so I,

Don't understand why,
things are this way.

Or perhaps not.

Thursday, December 10, 2009


It's raining.I understand now. It doesn't make me any happier, but it doesn't make me any sadder either. Should i be grateful? I don't know.
The 2001 Clear Channel memorandum is a document distributed by Clear Channel Communications to the over 1,200 radio stations they owned, shortly after the September 11 attacks, containing a list of a large number of what the memo termed "lyrically questionable" songs.
The list contains 166 songs, including "all songs" by Rage Against The Machine.
In some cases, only certain versions of songs were included on the list—for example, the cover version of Smooth Criminal by Alien Ant Farm is on the list despite the fact that the original version, sung by Micheal Jackson is not.

songs? Really? That's harsh.
RATM had over 45 songs and every single one was 'lyrically questionable?'

All day, staring at the ceiling making,
friends with the shadows on my wall.

All night, hearing voices telling me,
that I should get some sleep,

because tomorrow might be good,
For something.
Hold on, feeling like I'm heading for a,
breakdown and I don't know why.
Add ImageI want to live, as an honest man,
Get all I deserve and to give all I can,
And to love a young woman,
Who I don't understand.

A kid at school once said he thought I was on drugs.
He was serious.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Alone, What To Do When You Are

Now that school holidays have started, I'm spending a lot of time alone when my parents go to work. I don't mind this - when I'm alone I can do what I like and no one is going to come and complain I'm not doing jobs or homework or helping them with their tax returns* or any other strange thing.
The problem often lies in the fact that when I'm home alone I can rarely find something that takes up all my attention, so I get bored and start thinking about something else or daydreaming.
" Thinking of something else" means either "thinking of something depressing" or"thinking of something fun."** Daydreaming is, 99.9% of the time, what I wish would happen but won't. This brings me to my major point, which is (drum roll) bike-riding is good. Making sense? If I don't go out on any given day in the hols I usually resort to going for a bike ride. When I'm riding it's always thoughts of course but what I do is if I don't want to think, I ride really hard and concentrate on going as fast as I can. When I want to think, I can just ride leisurely along. :P

You're so lovely, are you lonely?

another week and a bit since I last posted. Sorrrrryyyy. Since my last post a few things have happened. The end of school is the big one. Finished on Friday. We only had to turn up by 9, listen to some speeches and leave at 11. I didn't do too bad or good on my report, so that's OK. I saw Paranormal Activity which is quite scary (go see it!). I've started listening to; Tell Me Baby by The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Crashed The Wedding by Busted and Where The Streets Have No Name by U2. I also now like Talk Show Host by Radiohead - I don't think I mentioned it before. I've had two songs stuck in my head aswell, Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today by Fall Out Boy and 99 Problems by Jay-Z.
Yes it is almost Christmas I didn't forget. I've done part of my shopping and I know what I'm getting everyone else (though I honestly can't be bothered writing a whole book..meh). I'm going to download Freenet soon and I have downloaded and played a game called Dragonica. Umm.. I saw 2 plays, one was a not-very-good Christmas version of The Wizard Of Oz perform by a bunch of children under 9. The other was a rather good version of The Legend Of Sleepy Hollow performed by kids our age. Sadly, the female lead wasn't as pretty as one of the secondary characters, but that was the only downer. :p
More later. Toodles.