Every year around Christmas I open the letter box, take out a Christmas card or two and imagine myself 30 years from now sitting alone at home without a single card because I never made the effort.
Every year at Christmas I think of how my grandfather died, sitting at the table on Christmas day with his entire family around him and I hope to die as well as he did.
Every year around Christmas I imagine kissing a beautiful girl at midnight on New Years Eve.
Every year at Christmas, as I sit down to the dinner table with my mum, dad, brother, grandmother and assorted cousins I wonder if I'll ever see it from where my dad does.
Every year at Christmas I eat until I'm full and stay up late.
Every year at Christmas I feel a little sad that another year has gone by.
Every year after Christmas I hardly bother making a new years resolution, because I've never thought it was that important to do.