This is probably a negative post.

So..

I need:

• To stop thinking
• To stop analysing my friends
• An objective point of view
• To know everything
• For my damn internet to work for 10 minutes without cutting out
• This day to be over
• Exams to be over
• This year to be over
• To get away from this place and these people
• To give up on some things
• To hit something
• To sleep
• To try harder
• To care about things
• To not care about things
• My internet to work for 5 goddamn minutes so I can listen to Mumford & Sons. Thank you.
• Some genuinely good Australian music
• A job?
• Someone beautiful to love me.

I was listening to this before I went to sleep some nights, but now everything's just fucked.

Added to my picture collection for the first time in like half a year.
So here's a pictures dump. It may indicate some of what I'm feeling. But mostly what I need to feel. Should be feeling.

What am I even doing.