Wow. Two weeks since I last posted. It feels so much less than that. It annoys me in a weird way. So much interesting stuff has happened, but I none of it interesting enough for me to work up the energy to do an in-depth talk through it. I bought Immersion. It was good.
As I get older, it feels as though more and more things are less and less sacred. It makes me sad. I'm fine though. Just a bit tired.
Sin It's Easier.
When I talk to people, sometimes little bits of the real me slip out. It says "Help! I'm still here! I'm still alive!". But my slips are joked away, forgotten beneath a torrent of words. Has lying always been this easy? I don't remember when it wasn't, but I feel like I lie more now.
Wombat asked me, half-jokingly, half-sadly, What happened to the kid who was always on MSN and Facebook? "He died" I replied, without thinking. Then I thought about it. Maybe he is dead. He's certainly not around anymore. Now I've made myself sad. Oh well. Goodnight. Again.
2 comments:
god jokerman, i'd like to meet you in real life. you seem so interesting, intriguing, intelligent and reflective.
i like those little slips of tongue, they show the person behind the mask.
xx
I think I'd only get a small tattoo as well, and I like the idea of a song lyric a lot. Do you have any ideas you'd consider for one? :)
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