Friday, February 19, 2010

Ride On.

So..
Much to talk about. I have a ring with a skull on it, being the emogoth I apparently am. The funny part is that my grandma gave it to me, which is not a typical grandparent to grandchild present as far as I'm aware. I was wearing it on my ring finger, but it was tight, hard to get off and doing weird things to the patch of skin under it. Now I've left it somewhere and I don't know where. Oh well. I borrowed this book called Paper Towns by the same guy who wrote Looking For Alaska - John Green. He's become my favourite writer, but he's only written three books so far *tear*. It was a good book. :D
I have a new follower (Sabine Cara) who will probably run away very quickly once she 1. finds out I only know a few Lily Allen songs 2. reads some more of my posts and 3. realises I'm mad. Och well.
I also got a tag from Camelgirl for Cassie's therapy video. Again :o .
I don't mind :D. I'm gonna do it again and see if any of my answers are the same as last time.
Now let's see..

Abracadabra, Wow!
I like boys
with
a sense of humour and big dreams and girls with big dreams and a sense of humour.
I like
people who accept my weirdness as an essential part of me.

I like
getting answers to tricky questions first.

I like
reading doomed love stories. (John Green again[and Shakespeare])

I like
staying up late at night, talking.
I like
d how things used to be.
I like rearranging words to see if they spell anything else.
I like being needed.
I like doing silly things with my friends to pass the time.
I like it when I can think of things I like that aren't weird or depressing.:D
I like it when I truly believe I can reach my dreams.
I like the characters in stories are unconventional, but inspirational.
I love
laughing simply because I can and there's a reason to.
Today
I laughed uncontrollably because the teacher said 'Six', watched the Zefferelli version of Romeo and Juliet (the best PG film of all time), got the answer to a logic problem first, even though I wasn't even paying attention, I was reading then I looked up, found out what they were talking about and got the answer instantly.
In some ways, I love everything.
Its less, its less of a thing to like, its less distinct, its less particular
I like things that I like but I love everything
There’s more choice in like
Cos even the worst things have things you love in them

I don’t know what you mean about things I hate

I hate
it when I wake up in the middle of a good dream.
I hate people who think there's something wrong with me, just because I'm unconventional.
I hate it when I don't understand what I did wrong.
I hate it when I get my hopes up, then see them crushed, or pushed aside.
I hate
how growing up changes people, including me.
I hate
that I'm losing my old friends, and I don't care enough to try.
I hate being alone but in a way, sometimes it can be useful.
I hate
my cynical, nihilistic side
I hate this, wow. . .
Sorry.

Well now. This is called the act of - wait. Oops wrong place...
Hmm. What else is new? Oh, for almost all of yesterday I had the song Its Too Late by Evermore stuck in my head. It was good. It's actually a pretty sad song, but it kept me uplifted for some reason. I'm glad it did though.
I'm actually feeling quite good after writing that, which surprises me. Writing down what I'm thinking and feeling is a kind of release I suppose.
I also borrowed and read a book called The Jester by James Patterson and.. Someone Gross. As in, I borrowed it in the morning and read it through the day, and finished it a few minutes after I got home. I'm a fast reader.
Umm. OH! I know! I bought the Master Of Puppets album from a market person. It cost me 2 bucks and plays fine, though the cover is a bit old. I found a new song I like on it called Welcome Home (Sanitarium). The opening lines are very good.
Welcome to where time stands still,
Where no-one leaves and no-one will.

And later..
Sleep my friend and you will see,
The dream is my reality.

And the chorus..
Sanitarium.
Leave me be.
Sanitarium.
Just leave me alone.

Thats all for now. I post again soon though, I want to put up some weheartit stuff I found.

2 comments:

Loz said...

Yay!
Ooh, I like it.
And hurrah for having 5 followers!
One of my favourites was 'I hate how growing up changes people, including me.'
:)
xx

sabine cara said...

1. Well, still, you still know of her. LILY'S AWESOME x)

2. Are you kidding? Your posts are so funny! You're actually a lot similar to me. And you remind me heaps of my gay friend.

3. Are you gay? No offense intended or what, if you get offended by that stuff

i ADORREEEEEEEE looking for alaska, like times a billion. my main memory is the whole blowjob toothpaste international girlfriend. Yeah. I laughed.

I like rearranging words to see if they spell anything else.

I. love. you.

And your blog.

And I shall tell my friend to check out your blog.

AND YOU SHOULD USE PICTURES.
k cool

xx scarzz